Monday, March 31, 2003

NOTICE!

There will be no further entries here. Blogger has become far too unreliable. But never fear, you will still be able to spy on my life.

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What the hell are you still doing around here? =P

Saturday, March 29, 2003

Listening to: Born to be Bone from Gitaroo Man


Last night/this morning Becca and I had a hair dye fest. We both dyed our hair black, which makes it all of like 3 shades darker since we both have really dark brown hair naturally. It was amusing though. Black is a good color for hair. I like it because it brings out the blue of my eyes and makes them look really bright. And it makes for a good contrast with my pasty white skin. I could so be a goth if I wanted to; I'm scrawny, pastey and dark-haired, and it's ALL natural! Tee hee!

Today, I hope to buy a digital camera if I can find one that's cheap enough. Then I really can take picture of my crotch! XD I really need to brush up on my DDR skills, too. I don't know when the next tournament is, but when it does come I'm probably going to suck lol.

I was dodging lightning bolts in FFX last night and got hit at 157. Blast, foiled again!

My professor is fixing my grade from last quarter. Fortunately, he's really cool and not some pompous asshole. My schedule, however, is still fucked until further notice. fuckfuckfuck

Vhang Wufei
You would most likely chase... Chang Wufei! Wufei
is a chauvinistic gundam pilot with a seemingly
receding hairline. I doubt that he would allow
you to chase him. I don't really blame him,
after his wife, Nataku *shiver*. Well, best of
luck! You'll need it!


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Hmmm yes, Wufei is a fine little boy. I'd fuck him. Yes, yes I would. Thoroughly. Never mind the fact that he's only 15 and is like 5' 2" or something. XD


Wufei


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And apparently I'm supposed to BE Wufei too. Roight then.

After hearing Meff descibe the movie "The Core" in this way, I've made even more mental notes not to see it:
SailorMeff: and I've decided the best way to describe it is that it's about a magical dildo sent to drill the earth and and unload it's package in the gooey soft spot.

Oh the Oh, the hilarity!
In the words of Eminem: "I'm all for America, fuck the government".

Thank you Will for sending me a picture of a HOT korean guy! sexsexsex

Thursday, March 27, 2003

Listening to: Lorelei by Theatre of Tragedy


I am angry at my educational institution for two reasons.

1. I went to my fourth class, Multimedia Authoring Tools, today. The class is about lingo programming. The professor was talking about all this stuff that he expected us to already know. I knew a little of it, and had to think a whole bunch to get the rest. I was like, hmmm something is amiss here. So after the class I asked the professor if the class had a prerequisite and it FUCKING DID. This class was based on another one I hadn't taken. The reason this pisses me off is that one the course listing, no prerequisite is listed for this class. I had no idea. So now my choices are a) drop the class and futilely attempt to find something else to fit that time slot or b) stay in the class and bust my ass teaching myself the first 15 chapters (300 pages) from this lingo programming guide over a two week period.

2. I looked at my transcript today and on there I have a B in a class that I actually got an A in, according to the professor. Firmly worded letters have been written to the appropriate individuals.

The Vagina Monologues opens next week, so I will have no time to do ANYTHING. Thank god for my four hour break in the middle of the day or I wouldn't even have time to do homework. Our casting call is at 5:30, and I don't get out of class until 7. We don't get done until at least 11 pm. I have 8 am class on Monday and Wednesday. Taihen desu ne. Hima no toki ga nai. >_< Ima, yuki ga futeiru yo. Blah. Motto yuki ga irinai.


Where do you deserve to be
right now?

I like that idea. Let's work with that.

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

Listening to: Da Funk by Daft Punk


Class started today. I had three of my four classes today. The d-low:

Fundamentals of Design: This'll be a fun class. We're going to learn to use Illustrator, which I'm excited about since I've never done anything with that program before. Later in the quarter we're going to move into Photoshop, which should be a relative cakewalk. Some of our projects include making logos, CD covers and posters. The professor is cool; blatantly gay, and he's one of those totally personable, non-intimidating professors. And he's scathingly witty. He gets a thumbs up.

Japanese: Very interesting, as usual. Only this quarter, we're going to start reading stories, and we have to learn 100 new kanji. O____O That's a LOT of stuff.

Computing and Society: This one sounds really, really interesting. It looks at computer related technology and its history from a sociological/anthropological perspective, and covers a lot of really interesting topics including internationalism and foreign policy, gender issues, and the history in the context of technology and computers. Speaking of that class, here's a quote from the professor I found amusing: "It gets crazy! I mean, half the programming is done here, half in India and the other in... Bulgaria or some place." Everyone in the class exchanged subtle "did-he-say-what-I-think-he-said" looks and stifled giggles.


I have my fourth class, Multimedia Authoring Tools, tomorrow. Three out of four of my classes are amazingly nerdy. I LOVE IT! XD

Now, a random AIM convo that I thought was hysterical for some reason.
Sister Ray Is: seymour is hot
SKAEID: hahaha
SKAEID: one of my sisters agrees
Sister Ray Is: his voice is kind of sexy, too
SKAEID: he always looks fat to me
SKAEID: hahaha
Sister Ray Is: lol. fat?
SKAEID: yeah, i know hes not
SKAEID: but thats just the impression i get from him
Sister Ray Is: lmao!
SKAEID: i dont know, his baggy robe or something
Sister Ray Is: i dont know why that's so funny, but it is

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

Listening to: Another Brick In the Wall pt.3 by Pink Floyd


I have three of the main things essential to my life:

1. video games
2. awesome (new) clothing
3. lots of food (spaghetti-o's)

I came back to school today to see repairmen working on the roof of my dorm. Apparently, it sustained quite a bit of damage from the snow and was on the verge of collapse. >__O Not exactly good to hear, seeing as how I live on the top floor. At least they're getting it fixed. I have 8am class tomorrow. Whoever invented that should stop existing.

I was bored so I took quizzes about cross-dressing j-rockers. Go me
GACKT should suit you!
GACKT should suit you!


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Gackt does suit me well... and my PANTS well!

gackt sandwich
You are the Gackt Sandwich.


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I'm not entirely sure what's going on there, but it appears that there are two or more hotties engaged in activity that looks to be at least partially sexual in nature. THUMBS UP!


Sunday, March 23, 2003

Listening to: Candy from DDR


This bitch is my recital...

Well, this war thing is still kind of bothersome for me. But now that it's underway, there's really no point in opposing it anymore. I'm still not exactly thrilled about it, but there's nothing I can do to change the situation. The troops, as always have my full support (not like it matters anyway, though. Except for my cousin. I sent him a letter), as does the USA as a whole. It is kind of disheartening that we've had more casualties from friendly fire and accidents than from enemy fire, though. My cousin's tank unit is still okay, but they're getting really close to Baghdad. They're within 100 miles, so I wouldn't be surprised if they started encountering some more resistance. I'm not sure if I agree with CNN's full live coverage of the ENTIRE war, though. Example: I was watching this afternoon, and they showed footage of a gunfire, which wasn't bad, and then showed a building get lit on fire and a guy run out, on fire, thrashing and screaming. Later on, they said they were "exercising restraint" by not showing pictures of the soldiers who had been shot dead. Seems a little hypocritical if you ask me. People are so hell-bent on blaming all sorts of fictional things for crimes and violence that they can't see the simple truth of it; the news is as violent as an R rated movie or an M rated video game, with one massive, crucial difference: what you see on the news is REALLY HAPPENING, and often, it's live.

So yeah, I have been watching a lot of TV lately, which is weird for me. But I need to keep up with what's happening. Because if you're not informed, and don't know the full details of a given situation, you really have no right to be forming an opinion on it because you have no idea what you're talking about.

Random side note:
I was doing my taxes today (barf on myself) and on the Colorado state tax form, at the top, they have the lines where you enter your name and SSN, and your spouse's name and SSN. They also had little boxes next to each one that said "deceased", and you could check yes. Why they had this next to the line where you fill in YOUR information is beyond me; if you're filling out the form, you're obviously not dead. I was really tempted to check "yes" just to see what would happen lol. It's stupid little things like that that make the government look bad. Also, I saw a witty pro-war sign on the news today. It sad: "First Iraq, then France, the Hollywood". It's terrible, but it did make me giggle. Whoever made that sign gets wit points.

In video game news: I played DDR today for the first time in like a week and a half. >__< I was a little rusty at first, but was soon back up to full form. DDR is a lot like riding a bicycle, I've noticed- once you can do it, it just sort of stays with you. I'm just dicking around in FFX; I could go fight Sin right now if I wanted to, but there's a shitload of little sidequest things I want to do first. My brother started playing Devil May Cry and since he's unfortunately not very good at video games I had to help him with a lot of parts. But it's all good- more oppotunities for me to gaze upon Dante's hotness. I really need to go through that game on hard mode.

Saturday, March 22, 2003

Listening to: The Heat Is On from Bust A Groove


The roads were finally clear enough for me to return home today. It was weird driving up in Evergreen- looking out the windows of an SUV, the snow is at eye level. O_o Also in good news, my cousin's tank unit, the 7th cavalry hasn't encountered any resistance while heading toward Baghdad, so he's ok. I'm more worried about what will happen when they actually get to Baghdad.

Final Fantasy X update: I just beat Yunalesca. Christ in a bucket, that was one hell of a boss fight. Yunalesca is fugly, especially the giant Medusa head thing. Auron got like 9820598096 times cooler in the span of like a half an hour. My brother and I decided that that jug he always carries around is full of whoop ass. He takes a swig of it and then pounds the shit out of stuff. Go Auron. Seymour is still hot. I'm obssessed with monster catching. I wandered around for a good hour and half finding Malboros. I ADORE the characters. I'm going to be so sad when the game ends just because I don't get to see any more of the characters. I've found that I can't really enjoy a game unless I like the characters. Ironically, my top three favorite characters are the female characters: Lulu, Rikku, and Yuna, in that order. Usually, each FF game has the token drivelling, helpless, stereotypical damsel-in-distress female whom I hate with the fury of 10 suns (read: Aeris, Rinoa, Garnet, and the like). I know it sounds retarded, but I find characters like that to be sort of offensive, like an insult to my intelligence or something. FFX doesn't have a character like that. At first I was thinking it would be Yuna, but she is DEFINITELY not like that. The moment I found out she was going to die at the end of her journey, my respect for jumped astronomically. It explained why she's always been so distant and wistful. And it's so cute how fond Rikku is of her, since they're cousins and all. It's also cute how Rikku wants to be like Lulu when she grows up. Rikku is just cute lol. I'm going to log MASSIVE hours on this game. A plethora of side quests await me as soon as I get the airship.

My mom is taking me shopping on Monday. YAAAY! XD My mom is so freaking awesome. I told her about the meaning of my tattoo (how it's a reminder of the most important lesson I've learned in my life), told her about the lesson I learned and she agreed with me that it was really important. I was actually surprised how nonchalant she was about the fact that I had gotten a tattoo. You always hear all these stories about people's parents freaking out about tattoos, but my mom was just like, "oh, good for you". My mom has had the important realization that there's little point in telling what to do or what not to do, because I'll just do as I please anyway. She's just sort of accepted this fact, and as a result is very supportive and understanding- also, she and I never really have arguments. My dad? Well, he just sort of adopts the don't-ask-don't-tell policy when dealing with me lol. My mom, however, is also strangely omniscient and somehow knows far more about my personal life than I originally gave her credit for. She drops little hints about the stuff she knows at the weirdest times. Like when my aunt was visiting over Christmas break, we were eating breakfast in a restaurant and I had ordered this huge sandwich thing and my aunt was like, "can you fit that in your mouth?", after which my mom made a blatantly suggestive crack about some of the "other things" I had fit into my mouth. I was just like, O______O I don't know how the hell my mom knows this stuff. Maybe clairvoyance is a little discussed side effect of childbirth. Speaking of sucking cock:
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You are great, with the potential of being stellar.
All you lack is a couple of dynamic moves.
You can be a little too eager - making the experience for the other person a bit rough.
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You are on the right track though. Practice makes perfect.

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Now, if only certain polygon based individuals were real so I would be motivated to practice... =O~~

Thursday, March 20, 2003

Listening to: Spiel Mit Mir by Rammstein


Let me start off by saying: MY VOICE IS MOIST.

Today was spent almost entirely outdoors, engaged in a construction project of epic proportions. Well, maybe not epic, but pretty fucking big. Claire, Les, Becca and I began building a circular snow fortress that's probably 10 feet in diameter. The walls (which we are making out of bricks made from small trash cans), are currently around three and a half feet tall and will be about five feet when we're finished. We decided to put all this crappy snow to good use and make something out of it. What we're going to do with it once it's made isn't entirely clear, but it's definitely going to involve communism and a platypus.

In shittier news, the US bombed Iraq earlier tonight. But I'm sure you all knew that. Is that shitty? You damn right it is. Saddam Hussein definitely DOES need to fuck out of there, but launching three dozen cruise missiles into a highly populated urban area doesn't strike me as the best way to going about doing that. I may be pretty pissy and pretty aggressive, but I am NOT in favor of the slaughter of innocent civilians. Also, this is sort of a personal matter because my cousin is the commander of a tank unit that is (was?) currently stationed 13 miles from the Iraqi border, in Kuwait. They were saying something on the news about moving in groud troops and whatnot once the air strikes were finished, and that worries me, because it'll be my cousin. People may say, "but Sis, don't you care about getting rid of Saddam? Oil?" and I say, "fuck you, I don't want my cousin to die." Because people WILL die. It's a fucking war, not a diplomatic stategy, a game, a crusade, a quest for justice, or any other bullshit like that. War is war, not matter now you sugar coat it.

I'm going to go eat some Wheat Thins in a highly agitated fashion.

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

Listening to: All The Things She Said by Tatu


It is snowing outside like a motherfucker. I'm not sure you fully grasp the amount of frozen water shit dumping out the sky, how much has dumped and how much will continue to dump. Here in Denver, there is currently almost two feet of snow on the ground, and it's still coming down. I talked to my dad earlier to day and where I live (an elevation of around 8000 feet), and he said that at that time there was two and half feet. It has to be over three feet by now. O__O That is absolutely freakish. It does NOT snow that much here, hardly ever. Up in the mountains, a foot of snow happens frequently this time of year and is nothing to get excited about. But THREE? Zesty n'est pas. Ugh. I was supposed to go home for spring break today, but that didn't happen because a big stretch of I-70 (the major east-west freeway through Colorado) near my house is closed. >__< I fucking HATE snow. I hate cold and I hate water and snow is the embodiment of both. I hate shoveling it. I hate driving in it. I hate other people from other states who don't know how to fucking drive in it and don't understand the simple fucking concept that ice is slippery and therefore tires have less traction. People who think that because they have a 10 ton SUV with all wheel drive, they are invincible. Now I have to be stuck in the dorms for another day, at least. With my obnoxious fucking neighbors. I was REALLLLYYY looking forward to sleeping in a place where it's quiet, and not being woken up at least twice throughout the night by people slamming doors and yelling. But no. Also, I don't have any food or any meal plan left. So as long as I'm at the dorms, I have no way to eat. I need to get the FUCK out of this shit hole, but I can't do that because of the fucking snow. And even when/if I do go back to Evergreen, I won't be able to drive anywhere because the roads are so awful. Whoopty-fucking-doo. I hate this shit.

What rhymes with jizz? QUIZZ!
badboy



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Nothing turns you on more than a tough guy straddling a Harley.

He might be a little rough around the edges but he’s filled with adventure.

Besides, he certainly knows how to take (and throw) a punch.



This type of man will take you places you’ve never been before.

And you'll meet and maybe even fuck some interesting people along the way.

Believe me, Hells Angels are better in bed that you might think.

Straddling those hogs isn’t the only thing they can do well.



So feel free to let your hair down and head for the open road...

Searching for that lone bad boy who will make all your fantasies come true.



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Monday, March 17, 2003

Listening to: Devil Man by Rob Zombie


Meh, I don't have anything to say. Eat a dick.

Contrary to that introductory sentence, I AM indeed in a good mood. I'm almost done with my paper and therefore almost done with all my finals nonsense. Speaking of finals, after my Japanese final today my whole class went to Oshima Ramen for some reeeaaallllyyy good ramen bowls and ice cream. Green tea ice cream rocks my pants. I could seriously eat it by the pint. XD Also, my cool necklace came yesterday. It's a cute little sword and I'm wearing it right now.

This allows me to not work on my paper.
-What is your view of heaven? According to Christianity, good people go there when they die.
-What is your view of hell? IT FUCKIN ROCKS! That's where I'm goin' when I die. XD
-What do you consider the greatest invention of mankind? Electricity or food preservatives.
-What do you consider the worst invention of mankind? Television. Or guns.
-What is your earlyest memory? Pouring macaroni on my head when I was a baby.
-What is the proposition of Pythagoras? A squared + B squared = C squared. Math can eat my ass.
-If you could ask God one question, what would you ask? What the fuck?
-If the world would disappear tomorrow, what would you do today? Eat, sleep, play video games, the usual.
-If you could change one thing about your appearance, what would it be? I want bigger boobs/a feminine figure.
-Who would you never invite home? The vast majority of the human race.
-What is your greatest fear? Drowning. It's sort of a weird, random phobia.
-What is your greatest kick? Laughing hysterically about stupid stuff. Or playing DDR.
-You never leave home without? Wearing underwear.
-You wish you could have? Tons of money, a new outfit for every day of the year, a GameCube, and a GBA SP.
-Your dreamgirl? I AM a girl, ass.
-Your dreamboy? I could write a fucking textbook about this. My standards are impossibly high. Or Dante. You know. Whatever.
-Your dreamcar? I don't know. Something that drives and looks cool. And is red, white or black. With some fire painted on it. Yeah, fire...
-If you could play in a movie, which one would that be? Terminator or the Matrix
-What part would you play? The terminator or one of the lead agents.
-You can't get enough of? Food. Video games. Hot guys from video games. Dante's hotness. DDR. Buying new clothes.-What is your favourite color? Red, white and black.
-Any favourite drinks? Root beer is the nectar of life. But green tea is pretty damn good, too.
-Clothing? All sorts of awesome clothes! I LOVE clothes! XD
-Do you use perfume/after-shave? Yeah, I have Heavenly by Victoria's Secret.
-What is your favourite weblink? Anime League. I'm a mod on the forums there, so I'm over there a lot. "But Sis, don't you dislike anime?" Yup, I do. Fortunately, only a small part of the forums are actually about anime and guess what? I don't post on those ones.
-Do you read books? Yeah, I love books. I'm reading Prey by Michael Crichton right now.
-Magazines? A few, mostly gaming magazines.
-Any favourite movies? TONS of favorite movies.
-A favourite actor? Nope, don't care.
-Actress? See above.
-What TV shows do you like? None. I don't watch TV.
-Your favourite music? If it's not punk or country, you can find it on my playlist.
-What can I wake you for? Food, video games, going shopping, talking (if you're one of my good friends- otherwise fuck off), Dante.
-Who do you admire? Rosa Parks, Eminem, Eve, Albert Einstein... a few cool people.
-Are you a religious person? Nah, I've been kinda pissed off at god for the past few years.
-What would you do if you where president of the USA? Look at porn.
-What is your outlook on life? Listen to Trust by KMFDM and you can hear all about it.
-Regrets? Hardly any.
-A final quote? Never give up who you are for any reason or any person. If you don't have yourself, you truly have nothing.

And that's a wrap, duders! Unless I think of something awesomely awesome to write about tomorrow, which isn't likely, I'm going to SPAM IT UP with a bunch of quizzes!

Listen to the rhythm flow...